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		<title>Greetje: New page: {{info}}The single lamp would flicker in&lt;br&gt;The late-night draft, and kiss the thin&lt;br&gt;Unconscious face of Dinah on&lt;br&gt;Her fevered cheek until the dawn,&lt;br&gt;While Joseph watched and prayed ...</title>
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		<summary type="html">&lt;p&gt;New page: {{info}}The single lamp would flicker in&amp;lt;br&amp;gt;The late-night draft, and kiss the thin&amp;lt;br&amp;gt;Unconscious face of Dinah on&amp;lt;br&amp;gt;Her fevered cheek until the dawn,&amp;lt;br&amp;gt;While Joseph watched and prayed ...&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;&lt;b&gt;New page&lt;/b&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;div&gt;{{info}}The single lamp would flicker in&amp;lt;br&amp;gt;The late-night draft, and kiss the thin&amp;lt;br&amp;gt;Unconscious face of Dinah on&amp;lt;br&amp;gt;Her fevered cheek until the dawn,&amp;lt;br&amp;gt;While Joseph watched and prayed that she&amp;lt;br&amp;gt;Would live. She was eighteen, and he,&amp;lt;br&amp;gt;Less than a year behind her in&amp;lt;br&amp;gt;The line of Jacob's seed. He'd been&amp;lt;br&amp;gt;Mistaken for her twin, and worse,&amp;lt;br&amp;gt;Accused of bringing down this curse&amp;lt;br&amp;gt;On his half-sister's head because,&amp;lt;br&amp;gt;His brothers said, he broke the laws&amp;lt;br&amp;gt;Of God and loved her as no boy&amp;lt;br&amp;gt;Should love a sister, nor enjoy&amp;lt;br&amp;gt;The bed of his own father's child.&amp;amp;nbsp;&lt;br /&gt;
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But Leah, Dinah's mother, smiled&amp;lt;br&amp;gt;At Joseph, lovingly, across&amp;lt;br&amp;gt;The bed, and said, “Joseph, the loss&amp;lt;br&amp;gt;Of my own daughter would not make&amp;lt;br&amp;gt;Me doubt your chastity or take&amp;lt;br&amp;gt;My daughter for a wench. I know&amp;lt;br&amp;gt;Why she lies here like this, and so&amp;lt;br&amp;gt;Do they. It was the filthy rape&amp;lt;br&amp;gt;Of Shechem. Simeon may drape&amp;lt;br&amp;gt;His guilty conscience with some slur&amp;lt;br&amp;gt;Against my daughter's character&amp;lt;br&amp;gt;And your uprightness, but it will&amp;lt;br&amp;gt;Not stand. When angry brothers kill&amp;lt;br&amp;gt;In vengeance, troubles come. Tonight&amp;lt;br&amp;gt;My daughter lies with some Hittite&amp;lt;br&amp;gt;Disease, and Levi schemes to blame,&amp;lt;br&amp;gt;With Simeon, the boy whose name&amp;lt;br&amp;gt;They most despise because you are&amp;lt;br&amp;gt;Your father's favorite son by far.&amp;lt;br&amp;gt;Oh, they made boast to Jacob, sure,&amp;lt;br&amp;gt;That no Hittite would ever lure&amp;lt;br&amp;gt;A Hebrew girl into his bed&amp;lt;br&amp;gt;Without the price of his own head.&amp;lt;br&amp;gt;And they made good their word with plot&amp;lt;br&amp;gt;And trickery. (Deceit is not&amp;lt;br&amp;gt;So quickly crushed, but deeply runs&amp;lt;br&amp;gt;Between a father and his sons.)&amp;lt;br&amp;gt;Yet they will blame my daughter's death&amp;lt;br&amp;gt;On you, and use her final breath&amp;lt;br&amp;gt;To justify their jealousy,&amp;lt;br&amp;gt;And, if by any means, to see&amp;lt;br&amp;gt;Your father lose the apple of&amp;lt;br&amp;gt;His eye, and steal an old man's love.” &lt;br /&gt;
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The lad looked up from Dinah's face&amp;lt;br&amp;gt;And stared at Leah's piercing grace:&amp;lt;br&amp;gt;“I thank you, madam, for your trust.&amp;lt;br&amp;gt;Not once did I so much as lust&amp;lt;br&amp;gt;At your fair daughter; though I do&amp;lt;br&amp;gt;Confess to love my sister. True,&amp;lt;br&amp;gt;She is a fair and winning maid,&amp;lt;br&amp;gt;But I have fixed my heart and stayed&amp;lt;br&amp;gt;My mind to die, or go to pit&amp;lt;br&amp;gt;Or dungeon first, before I sit&amp;lt;br&amp;gt;On scented sheets with any maid&amp;lt;br&amp;gt;Unmarried to my soul. I've prayed&amp;lt;br&amp;gt;Now every night that she would wake,&amp;lt;br&amp;gt;And I am much perplexed, and quake&amp;lt;br&amp;gt;With baffled fear that she will die.&amp;lt;br&amp;gt;Oh, Leah, why? Why, Leah, why?” &lt;br /&gt;
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“Perhaps,” she said, “the answer lies&amp;lt;br&amp;gt;Not so much in the minds of wise&amp;lt;br&amp;gt;And learned men, as in the long&amp;lt;br&amp;gt;Obedience that fights the wrong&amp;lt;br&amp;gt;And does the right, no matter what,&amp;lt;br&amp;gt;And waits to see the answer cut&amp;lt;br&amp;gt;In living stone, and really wrought&amp;lt;br&amp;gt;In flesh and blood before it's taught.&amp;lt;br&amp;gt;Perhaps the answer is the same&amp;lt;br&amp;gt;As why your brothers hate your name.&amp;lt;br&amp;gt;Is not this hate a hundred times&amp;lt;br&amp;gt;More evil than your sister's “crimes”&amp;lt;br&amp;gt;Of burning fever and distress,&amp;lt;br&amp;gt;And slowly breathing less and less?&amp;lt;br&amp;gt;And is our God less able to&amp;lt;br&amp;gt;Remove the heat of rage t'ward you,&amp;lt;br&amp;gt;Than to defeat the raging flame&amp;lt;br&amp;gt;Of Dinah's raped and burning frame?&amp;lt;br&amp;gt;I think not, Joseph. Rather both&amp;lt;br&amp;gt;Are easy for our God. One oath&amp;lt;br&amp;gt;From heaven's throne, and she would rise.&amp;lt;br&amp;gt;One more, and all your brothers' eyes&amp;lt;br&amp;gt;That hate you now would weep. And so&amp;lt;br&amp;gt;The answer why they hate, will show&amp;lt;br&amp;gt;The answer why your sister lies&amp;lt;br&amp;gt;Unwaking through your prayers and dies. &lt;br /&gt;
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There is a meaning, Joseph, in&amp;lt;br&amp;gt;The hatred of your brothers. Sin&amp;lt;br&amp;gt;Does not have power to nullify&amp;lt;br&amp;gt;The deity of God. Ask why&amp;lt;br&amp;gt;Your sister lies unconscious there,&amp;lt;br&amp;gt;And why they hate in spite of prayer.&amp;lt;br&amp;gt;But do not be in haste, or chide&amp;lt;br&amp;gt;Your God, that he should wait and hide&amp;lt;br&amp;gt;His purposes for now. He knows&amp;lt;br&amp;gt;When we should understand, and goes&amp;lt;br&amp;gt;About his work with perfect pace.&amp;lt;br&amp;gt;And putting every piece in place,&amp;lt;br&amp;gt;He leads a faithful man at last,&amp;lt;br&amp;gt;By night, to stand where he can cast&amp;lt;br&amp;gt;His eyes in light across the ways&amp;lt;br&amp;gt;That made no sense for years, and praise&amp;lt;br&amp;gt;The hand that led him all his days,&amp;lt;br&amp;gt;And brought him through the baffling maze.”&amp;lt;br&amp;gt;She stopped and looked in Joseph's eyes&amp;lt;br&amp;gt;And prayed that God would make him wise. &lt;br /&gt;
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“I marvel, Leah, that you do&amp;lt;br&amp;gt;Not hate me like the rest. You knew&amp;lt;br&amp;gt;The dreams I had as soon as they&amp;lt;br&amp;gt;Were told – that all of you some day&amp;lt;br&amp;gt;Would bow to me: the sun, the moon,&amp;lt;br&amp;gt;Eleven stars, like cedars hewn,&amp;lt;br&amp;gt;Will fall before the hated boy.&amp;lt;br&amp;gt;And now my brothers would destroy&amp;lt;br&amp;gt;A son of Israel before&amp;lt;br&amp;gt;They put their faces on the floor&amp;lt;br&amp;gt;At his conceited feet. But you&amp;lt;br&amp;gt;Are different, Leah. Why?” &lt;br /&gt;
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“It's true,&amp;lt;br&amp;gt;I know the dreams. And I believe&amp;lt;br&amp;gt;That they have come from God. I grieve&amp;lt;br&amp;gt;That all my sons are blind, and can&amp;lt;br&amp;gt;Not see the first fruits of a plan&amp;lt;br&amp;gt;To humble them and save their souls.” &lt;br /&gt;
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Then Joseph said, “But, Leah, Why?&amp;lt;br&amp;gt;You see. You have another kind of eye.&amp;lt;br&amp;gt;Where did you get this sight?” She gazed&amp;lt;br&amp;gt;A long time at her daughter's glazed&amp;lt;br&amp;gt;And half-shut eyes, then said, “I watched&amp;lt;br&amp;gt;Your mother die because a botched&amp;lt;br&amp;gt;Delivery of Benjamin&amp;lt;br&amp;gt;Left her to hemorrhage within.&amp;lt;br&amp;gt;And as I watched, God turned my life&amp;lt;br&amp;gt;Around. I was the other wife,&amp;lt;br&amp;gt;The second choice, the undesired.&amp;lt;br&amp;gt;He slept with me, it was required.&amp;lt;br&amp;gt;I've known the favored place, first in&amp;lt;br&amp;gt;My husbands arms, and then I've been&amp;lt;br&amp;gt;Rejected just like you. And I&amp;lt;br&amp;gt;Have tasted hate and wondered why.&amp;lt;br&amp;gt;But as I watched my sister and&amp;lt;br&amp;gt;Your mother die, I saw the hand&amp;lt;br&amp;gt;Of God. Rachel was beautiful,&amp;lt;br&amp;gt;And I was plain, and worse, as full&amp;lt;br&amp;gt;Of envy as an evil heart&amp;lt;br&amp;gt;Could be. And when she died, my part&amp;lt;br&amp;gt;Might well have been to revel in&amp;lt;br&amp;gt;Her woe, except that all my sin&amp;lt;br&amp;gt;Swept over me and crushed my vain&amp;lt;br&amp;gt;Desires, and gave me more disdain&amp;lt;br&amp;gt;For my own enmity than all&amp;lt;br&amp;gt;Her favored charm. It was a call&amp;lt;br&amp;gt;To wait, before I judge the ways&amp;lt;br&amp;gt;Of God. Who would have thought my days&amp;lt;br&amp;gt;Would be the more and better ones,&amp;lt;br&amp;gt;And I, not she, would bear six sons&amp;lt;br&amp;gt;Of Israel? And yet, dear son&amp;lt;br&amp;gt;Of Rachel, it is you, not one&amp;lt;br&amp;gt;Of my six sons, that God exalts&amp;lt;br&amp;gt;In dreams, while all the ugly faults&amp;lt;br&amp;gt;Of mine are on display.” She paused. &lt;br /&gt;
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And Joseph said, “Has not this caused&amp;lt;br&amp;gt;You to resent the ways of God?”&amp;lt;br&amp;gt;“O Joseph, learn to kiss the rod,&amp;lt;br&amp;gt;My son. You will be tested soon,&amp;lt;br&amp;gt;And in the midst of sunny June,&amp;lt;br&amp;gt;Your winter will arrive. And though&amp;lt;br&amp;gt;I sit here in my winter's woe,&amp;lt;br&amp;gt;I know that spring will come, and God&amp;lt;br&amp;gt;Will smile, and lay aside his rod.&amp;lt;br&amp;gt;Be sure the wheel will turn again,&amp;lt;br&amp;gt;And one of my own sons will then&amp;lt;br&amp;gt;Be lifted up with scepter in&amp;lt;br&amp;gt;His hand, perhaps, and conquer sin.” &lt;br /&gt;
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At daybreak Jacob came to get&amp;lt;br&amp;gt;His son. The old man touched the wet&amp;lt;br&amp;gt;And fevered skin of Dinah's face,&amp;lt;br&amp;gt;Then said to Joseph, “Go and trace&amp;lt;br&amp;gt;The path your brothers took last week&amp;lt;br&amp;gt;With all our flocks beyond the creek&amp;lt;br&amp;gt;Of Hebron. You will find them t'ward&amp;lt;br&amp;gt;The plains of Shechem. They've ignored&amp;lt;br&amp;gt;My word to send me news again,&amp;lt;br&amp;gt;And I am worried that the men&amp;lt;br&amp;gt;There might have made a raid against&amp;lt;br&amp;gt;The boys.” So Joseph stood, and sensed&amp;lt;br&amp;gt;A chapter in his life was done.&amp;lt;br&amp;gt;He stooped to kiss his sister one&amp;lt;br&amp;gt;More time, and then before he went,&amp;lt;br&amp;gt;He turned to Leah for consent,&amp;lt;br&amp;gt;Who smiling, said, “She'll be all right.&amp;lt;br&amp;gt;Remember what we've seen tonight.” &lt;br /&gt;
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As Joseph meets the rising sun&amp;lt;br&amp;gt;And we light advent candle one,&amp;lt;br&amp;gt;Remember that the question, Why?,&amp;lt;br&amp;gt;Is answered not with skill, but by&amp;lt;br&amp;gt;A long obedience and fight&amp;lt;br&amp;gt;That hates the wrong and loves the right.&lt;/div&gt;</summary>
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